today...my dog "beckham" died...i feel damn suddenly...after school i came home i saw him he was still alive but when i'm awake for my nap...suddenly my father told me beckham died it was so suddenly i cant cry i cant feel anything just like a joke...maybe our relation is not that close so i cant cry...but when i saw his body i cried n my mom was hugging him n cried my mom treat him as a son...this few days i donno how is my mom going to survive without him...just now i saw his daughter i tot it was him den i went down n looked at the entrance of my house suddenly cried coz he always wait my mom home at the entrance door...really feel weird without him...when he was small we just bought him home n bought many things 4 him he was damn cute n my dad came down he scolded y bought a dog n so many dogs stuff...i still rmb that was my mom 1st dog he just lik my mom's body guard...haiz...our relation is not much close but i cant stop missing him...i cant accpet the truth...last time he kept on hurting me when i carry him so i doesn't lik him much but now i damn miss him...i always 4got his bday but now onwards i will never forget it sep 22...die on oct 31...
Friday, October 31, 2008