last 9 father came in to my room i haven't sleep n he scolded...later he kept mentioning beckham passed away my mom v.sad...n i cried silently n think of beckham's stuff n tmt's going to leave school. still left 10 more days school is going to end i miss 2l class...haiz...now i'm in stress...
today mom asked me to company her and pray for beckham...when we reached there she cried n said "beckham sorry is mummy fault mummy mistake pls come back too mummy mummy miss u so much u must come back to c mummy follow mummy home beckham pls come back mummy 1 u back to mummy"...i cant tahan n cried in silence...if i cry my mom will be more sad so kept silent is the best choice...n i asked mom to look for a master and find his spirit back...i reali damn stress...y must beckham pass away y can't it be other dogs...WHY...when i think of it n imagined how he died i reali cant tahan...
yesterday he bathed finish n my mom put him in the trolley n my mom tie him with a dog's chain n the chain is very short den he jumped down n hang til the last breathe. when my bro came back, he shouted my mom's name n my mom gone mad...n my dad kept helping him breath but still cant help...n i was still sleeping...miss him so much....
hope he can rest in peace
Saturday, November 1, 2008